If it is one thing I hate...It is being lied to...And here recently it has been happening to me a lot..And it is really pissing me off. I have hit a depression state to the point where I feel like I could start cutting again. If all this mess dosnt clear up in my life, it is going to end up happening when I dont want it to. I am so tired of crying, so tired of being stabbed in the back, so tired of being hated by people who have no reason to hate me in the first place. I am tempted to just isolate myself because it seems like no one cares about what I have to say anymore and in all honesty It is breaking my heart. The only person I can really